I'm probably doing about as well as could be expected. There are ups and downs. Emotions are all over the place. Some hopelessness and depression, but it's relatively limited. I'm starting to get in the angry stage where the fog is lifting on me, and I don't blame myself for everything. I also see that she is not the same person I fell in love with, mainly because her heart is still completely closed off from me. Lots of divorce proceeding talks. Hard to stay positive when that's all you discuss, but it's helped me move on.
