Also, another thing I’m having trouble with is what other people are thinking. I know that’s the last thing that mattered but we were viewed as being a “perfect” couple. Always on each others social media’s doing fun things posting a lot of pictures together. My husband deactivated his FB and I only post things about the kids. People are talking though and obviously notice I haven’t posted anything about him in months.
He claims he’s not telling anyone other than his mom/best friend what’s going on but clearly people are going to talk when he has a new apartment and removed his wedding ring. It’s just hard for me to accept. I feel like once it goes “public” it would be even harder to reconcile. I feel like he’s not telling a lot of people because he is the one who left a pregnant wife. Not much to brag about there! I have told the people closest to me but extended family doesn’t even know anything is going on and I’m not ready to tell them. I just get scared my husband is going to come back on social media with a new account or go out in public on a date when he doesn’t even have the decency to sit down and really discuss our marriage with me!! Uhhh confused/ overwhelmed.
