I think it just really hurts my feelings he never responded to my text about times for tonight. I called him this morning to make sure the time worked and he said that it worked fine and he would probably be here even earlier than I needed him. And I was like "ok I just didnt hear back from you".
Its like he is treating me just he would anyone else on the street. Hes known for not responding to texts or calls, but never for me. This is absolutely a first that he didnt say anything back to me last night. It doesnt make any sense, especially when I was only texting about childcare. So it makes me just want to reach out right now and ask him if he is doing okay or just anything. I want that connection I guess. And its killing me. I truly feel like he has begun to forget about me completely besides being the mother of his child.
