When in doubt, do nothing. I would not contact him. Give him the space and time he craves. By reaching out to him, he sees it as pursuing him one way or another. Just leave the man be. If he wants to contact you, he will. I know you are having some moments of wanting to say something...but don't. Allow him to come to you when he's ready. Keep the focus on YOU!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
