The beginning of a long and painful journey

[Rawpain]

W has sent a lot of messages this week. Considering it has been radio silence for the last few months it feels odd. Mostly about the kids asking how they are and to tell them she loves them. I know that on two of these occasions she has been with OM at the time (once whilst watching football at OM house. Son told me she was going. I didnt ask). She even slipped up and put a kiss on the end of one. I have done well with only answering back if it was a question and not always straight away . She also txted goodnight last night at the end of the message which felt strange. I didnt reply. I would say a quarter of them were irrelevant. Seems odd .

On another note It was S7 b-day this week and she didnt do anything with him or take him anywhere. This is very out of character for W. She used to really make a big fuss over b-days. He got presents and a cake but no banners or anything. She took him to her gym twice for the weekend.I celebrated with him and had cake and listened to music and had a play and pizza.my Dad came around and we had a nice time. I have plans with S7 and DD3 to go bowling too for him this weekend.

Bike ride tonight. Looking forward to it.

Another thing. After talking to a customer about the walks Ive been doing. She offered me her number so she could come too.