Today started out good . But know I am feeling down. She hasn't called or texted from work all day. I know its stupid. I just keep thinking I don't enter her mind because she is talking with OM.

I went and looked at a house with my son today. It will be his first. He is very excited. The whole thing made me unbelievably sad when I thought that I might have to move.

She will be home in a little bit time to put my game face on. Then she will go in her BR and I will cry myself to sleep. I hate limbo!!!

M 55. W 43
T 12. M 8
1st BD 9\16
W moved out 11\16
Recon moved back 2/17
2nd BD 8/12/18