I will try to keep this thread a little more positive. Balance out my days. I do have a question though. I feel kind of a block in my mind. I am starting to feel very much like my H has lost all love for me. Nothing significant has happened for me to feel this way, I think I just am feeling SO disconnected from him while I am pulling away, because our communication is much less now. Is this a normal feeling for a LBS? To start to just feel like the WS has forgotten everything about our relationship?
Throughout these long months I have always kind of had a bit of hope, (I think), I always felt like he would come around. But now that I am pulling away from him, I am feeling like all will be forgotten. Now that Im typing this I see that its pretty similar to what I was feeling last night. Now that I am pulling away and "letting go", its like no one is fighting for us and we will not make it if no one is fighting for us.
But the response was that this is me surrendering, which is what has to happen in order to move forward I believe. So maybe this is just me finally really letting go. Letting go of needing to feel like im holding on to us. Letting him go and hoping he will come back but finding myself in the process. Is this how it feels to let go? You start to feel like youre really just giving it up to God? Im scared because I feel like my H has just forgotten what we were, so as I let go its like im just letting us go and im not fighting for us.
This post is all over the place. I dont even think I am being clear. Im going to take a breather! hahah sorry
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