I had a feeling it was temp checking. He hasnt done that in a week or so, kind of surprised me.
Ed, thank you for saying you see it as nothing negative. I agree. I really wish I knew his reasoning behind things.
LITB, I am happy to be improving myself now. But i definitely hope its for THIS relationship, and not a future one. But i know thats what everyone here hopes. I just need to be patient and trust the process and GA DAMN L.
I just miss him SO much. I wish he could just come over and hang out with me. I feel like sometimes both of us miss that, its crazy we cant just be open about it and do it. But I know that would get me no where in the long term.
UGHH. Having a tough time today but I am staying busy and pushing through
