Here we go again.

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So this morning she complements me and touches my back while she is getting ready for work, for no reason. She is getting more and more friendly with me. This is very hard because it's very tempting to forget about the recent past and jump back into an R. This must be the limbo phase. Things aren't getting worse but progress is very slow

A couple days ago she was going to go to my IC with me but backed out at tue last minute. My IC is more pro marriage than hers. I just wanted for her to tell IC what was wrong with me and M from her point of view. But she stresses when ever there is a possibility that she will be dealing with her issues.