Just starting! Need some emotional support! #2

[Stryk2]

Hard time sleeping last night. Prayed a lot. Had the overwhelming desire to confront W with a question. I wanted to tell/ask her how long she intended for me to pay to be a fulltime dad? I did not.

I don't know where that question was coming from. I am tired AF this morning. I got an email this morning from Michelle about the last resort technique. It's expensive but I'm thinking of getting it. I have had zero time to read the book. Hoping I can at least listen to the program at work, in the car and when working in the yard.

I don't know. I'm still working on projects to stay busy. I don't know where the urge to confront wife came from.