It’s a very weird feeling to be pulling away. I think that has a big amount to do with why I have felt so down. I’m pulling away, and he is also pulling away, and we’ve never really both done that at the same time. It is making me feel like I’ve truly lost him to OW. And when I pull away and I feel like I’m being short with him, I feel like he probably looks at me and being around me in a negative light. So then leaving to go see OW is such a relief for him I’m sure.
That’s how my mind works anyways. I plan to keep doing it, it’s just such an odd feeling for me. Almost like I’m just giving in to our relationship ending. And I feel like it’s just going to end because neither of us is really doing anything to stop it and we will just get further apart.
Does this make sense? Is this a normal feeling in DBing
