Very true! When I left the house I said “alright I’ve got to go.” And I kind of just left. Again, I’m not trying to be rude, I just need to find my happy medium between treating him like he’s my friend, and treating him like a store clerk. I tend to be really nice and just talk to him as if he isn’t breaking my heart right now.
Even though I am strong around him, he does know I’m upset right? He thinks he’s fooling me and that I believe his denial of OW. He is insane. I hope he is aware he’s broken me and I’m CHOOSING to be strong amidst the bulls*it.