I think trying to understand how they think and why they do what they do is impossible. It doesn't make sense how they can hurt the person they love. When most people would not do that to a stranger.
It will get better. Keep GAL. My WW said you are always so positive to me a few days ago. A few weeks ago she said I was always angry and never happy. Go figure.
They are messed up in the fog or whatever you want to call it. I iust look at it like they are broken. It helped me alot to stop asking why all the time. Even if it was only in my head.
M 55. W 43 T 12. M 8 1st BD 9\16 W moved out 11\16 Recon moved back 2/17 2nd BD 8/12/18