Husband left for second time - 7

[ovrrnbw]

He definitely doesn't seem to know what the heck is doing or wanting IMO. I really wonder what is going through his head and heart. It's so hard to say. It's ridiculous too that we have to go through this.

I think keeping your expectations low is still the safest thing. Small improvements are good but it just [censored] to feel stuck forever. I wonder if he says "we/us" to throw you a crumb or what? If he didn't care about you at all he wouldn't be spending the money on you.