Hang in there, we are here for you. My WW was home all weekend because she is fighting with OM and I admit it stunk! I had a routine of things I was doing Fri night, Sat and Sunday that were quite productive and was enjoying them. I ended up falling into her partying cycle and didn't get anything done. Granted I started in house sep about 6 weeks ago and was GAL and detaching about 7 weeks ago so it does take time.
I find I only have tough days if I let myself have them. I don't get caught up in long convos, texts etc, I let her rant and wait until I am ready to read them. And by all means do not expect anything positive ie things about the R and compliments etc from these communications. I used to wait for the phone to buzz, now I dread it because I know it is the same garbage
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019