6 weeks, mannnn I cant even imagine feeling this way that long. But I know it could also be longer.
Last night was a rough one. I tried to stay busy but as soon as I sat still my mind went crazy.
Woke up this morning feeling a bad morning coming on and tried to just get busy. Got a text from H saying "I will mow the lawn tonight if you watch the baby while I do it. But then I want her after."
I responded about 45 minutes later "thats fine, thank you"
Been busy with work, and will be making a list of things to get done today as soon as I get a second. Really praying today is a better day. Yesterday was a doozy. Thanks all!