The pain crazy. Just feel it. Morn the lose. It is OK. Let it all out when you are alone and have the time. We are emotional creatures. Cry until you can't. I always feel better after a good cry.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712