...So please stop torturing yourself. .... Please, please stop thinking about him and what/why he is doing. You will never win and it is only delaying your healing and actually being able to start a detachment process. You cannot fake this or trick him. You have to let go, and focus on you, and this has to be real. This could take a long, long time, but you can take a first step now, it is never too late.
A strong and healthy woman does not want a man that lies, cheats and leaves his family. Please, stop for a moment and let this sink in. Then, start finding your strong and healthy self.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
