Thank you Blu. Yes, I have been wanting to take up Yoga, I think it would help me a lot. I need to do that.
I have enjoyed my alone time as well these last few weeks that I have been making sure I leave EVERYTIME he is here. It has been nice to go do things for me. And some nights I do get dressed up and look good, and Im sure he wonders where I am going but he wont ask.
I have an event to go to Thursday night when he is here, so that will be fun. I think I just am at a place where it doesnt seem like he cares what im doing anymore, because he is far more concerned with the life HE has been off getting, while im here devastated. But I could be wrong about it. Hopefully he is still on an emotional rollercoaster as well, and isnt as set in his new life as I have convinced myself.
Thanks everyone! Today has honestly been maybe the hardest day to date, and you have all helped me so much.
