I wont. Thank you. The days of no contact, like blu said, the silence, it is horrible. HORRIBLE. For your mind to race and wonder what hes discussing with OW and doing with her, etc. But im trying to put them away like leftovers.
Once I am off work I usually start to feel a little better. Get more active. maybe I will go for a run tonight with the baby. It is my first night scheduled alone with her where I dont have to wonder if he is coming by or not, so I should take advantage.