Mornings are roughest for me too. Watching /listening to sermons or motivational videos can help. As for him not knowing how his smallest actions hurt you, i think he knows exactly whay hes doing. Slicking his hair down before heading out the door? He knew you would notice. He sees you going out when hes babysitting, doesnt like it, and wants to play the game with you.

IC will be very theraputic for you. It feels good to vent to someone and get feedback from a neutral party. They can also help you deal with your emotions.

Last edited by equalzr; 09/24/18 03:04 PM.
Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof