I am reeling..... My sister left today and my H asked if we could talk....he said we havent talked since the Dbomb was dropped (my words) really talked and I braced myself. He asked me if I wanted to go to MC with him, which suprised me since we both hated the last time yrs ago. Quite frankly I am afraid, but I told him I would go but only if he was going NOT to say look I went to therapy and tried and it didnt work so therefore lets divorce. In other words that he was just appeasing me. He said he wouldn’t be going if he wasnt open but also said this does not mean that he can promise me anything. He said he wanted us to communicate better.....but that he is unhappy. I really dont know of any good MC who are pro marriage, I’m so desperate I was thinking of paying$$$ and having sessions with Michelle Davis in the flesh. My heart is hurting,but we had to have this conversation eventually and I was hoping his feelings have changed but he is still serious. I feel sick, we have to get on the phone with son in boarding school and I hope I can act normal,the thought of our family breaking apart makes me sick. Feeling scared.
