Hang in there. It will get easier. Why do you need to facetime him? Can't you limit communication just to logistics and business regarding the kids or financial stuff? How much of the communication you are doing having with him is strictly necessary and not just a chance to talk with/see him?
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
