Think you are seeing what it took me a long time to see
It is not about you
That is why what you do or do not do makes no difference
My favorite line above
I am just me
Yes just be you
The best version of you
Steady and patient
Your w back as you knew her and family back together
I understand missing that
I have learned w may come back
But it will not be the one you knew
That is why they say the old m is dead
Grieve and move on to what is to come
Whatever that may be
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving