W was super curious this a.m. she knows ive been out more, and she wonders what im looking at on phone/computer etc. I dont let her see or tell her because she didnt do that for me over the ladt 2 years and she also doesnt have that privilige anymore since she filed for D. I dont know if shes jealous, fears losing control, or wants something to use against me for D.

Im not sure how to respond to her asking to see, or maybe i am(just keep saying no). In the past ive just said no, and today i told her that she didnt let me see her phone for 1.5 years. Shes always plotting and scheming in the background so i have no idea what shes up to this time.

She told me today that im doing all the same exact things i accused her of, but then she wouldnt go into detail about what she meant exactly(obviously locking phone is 1). Then she gives me the old "i know everything i need to know now" line.


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof