Journaling

Unlike DNJ my kids have seen their grades drop dramatically during this crisis

Trying to get them back on track

Start the year off on the right foot



I am more relaxed at home

W is more relaxed

Kids are more relaxed

That tension in the air is gone



Last few weeks w has asked me to go out for a date

This week I asked her

When we go out

I am no longer anxious something bad will happen

That there will be another b d


We have reached a new plateau

Where we are comfortable with one another

Enjoy one another

I do not know if and how this new relationship will develop

Will it be a friendship

Will it be a romance


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving