Unlike DNJ my kids have seen their grades drop dramatically during this crisis
Trying to get them back on track
Start the year off on the right foot
I am more relaxed at home
W is more relaxed
Kids are more relaxed
That tension in the air is gone
Last few weeks w has asked me to go out for a date
This week I asked her
When we go out
I am no longer anxious something bad will happen
That there will be another b d
We have reached a new plateau
Where we are comfortable with one another
Enjoy one another
I do not know if and how this new relationship will develop
Will it be a friendship
Will it be a romance
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving