Thanks Pax and Nef! Appreciate it... ugh what a mess! I think in a year or so this will make it even easier for me to leave this area.... but in the meantime... total nightmare.
Anyway, went out with a few work friends last night. It was interesting because we are all kind of in similar situations but yet they are so different. Work friend #1 situation is similar to mine.... girl he knew since high school, married short period of time and she left. Only difference is that their D was messy and he started dating instantly after the break up. Work friend #2 just got of a 5 year relationship and also started dating immediately. He is one of the most passive, least confident people I have ever met. Then there is my new employee. So this was interesting. He left his wife because he is 'not a one woman man'. His exwife and his kids live in Pittsburgh, he works in Boston. He goes back to Pittsburgh and hooks up with his exwife and dates up in Boston. Then he starts showing pics that his exwife sends him..... whoa! (why he would show me those, I don't know). Anyway, it was just a real interesting dynamic hearing everyone discuss their situations and dating life. New employee is obviously completely different than myself and work friend #1.
I left there and had a long train ride home and I was thinking (with a few beers in me of course). And I felt..... pathetic! Oh man did I ever. I think I am definitely doing things wrong. I am just sitting here and time is flying by. I feel like I just want to leave everything here and move far, far away. I was also thinking... man... I never got a pic from my ex even when we were together!... this guy is still getting em and they are done!
Welp on the bright side... it is saturday morning and if there is one place that takes all this away... its the gym! so off i go!
