Here we go again.

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Yesterday was a better day. Before she went to bed we were talking about a book her IC wanted her to read. I asked her how it was. She said meh. Its a codependency book. I wasn't sure if she was supposed to read it because of us or her alcoholic mom and step dad. She wasn't sure. I said that these self help book are always good to read because you always learn something. She said, You are always so positive.

I almost laughed in her face. She has been saying for weeks how I am always angry and a Debbie downer. Chaulk one up for DBing!!!

Fast forward to this morning. She was leaving for work and had her hands full. She turned to give me a hug and I kissed her on the cheek. I wish I didn't do that but it was force of habit. Got to try harder next time.