Yeah I remember in the two days after BD I was the same way. Christmas Eve and Christmas. All of the holiday get-togethers, celebrations. And I was consumed with the fact that she wanted to leave. It is tough. Though on 12/26 I rediscovered DB, and it changed my attitude, countenance, and situation.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
