Agreed. I guess I am still trying to mind read. One of the hardest things I think is trying to make sense of how they can do such destructive and painful things to people they care about.

But you are right. It does not change my path.

M 55. W 43
T 12. M 8
1st BD 9\16
W moved out 11\16
Recon moved back 2/17
2nd BD 8/12/18