Not to be a negative Nelly here, and I do appreciate your words. As well as everyone elses, but it seems like I get the same response from several people each time I post.
“You’re doing alright, itll get easier with time, just hang in there and you’ll be ok”
Although compassionate, and appreciated, it doesn’t exactly give any advice on what to do differently to heal, or change behaviors.
Joe, your reply doesn’t really touch on the topic of my last post. Could you perhaps provide your opinin therein?
The Anniversary has been hard, and this week has had resounding echo effects of it since Monday.
I did a lot of thinking Mon Tue Wed, and I am just done being mad.
I know ill never get answers, justice, closure and explinations. That still bothers me, probably always will, but ive accepted that ill never get any of those answers.
Im done being mad at her, im done seeking justice/vengeance. I don’t hate OM anymore. I just wish I had one last chance to say my piece, calmly, emotionless and factual. Just to hear how she would respond, but again, “Cheeseless Tunnel” as you all say.
Im feeling stuck, like there should be a clear path ahead from this point. I don’t see what it is or where it goes.
I feel like ive hit a dead end.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
