Thank you. Wow I really need to prepare because I cannot IMAGINE. I remember when BD and ILYBNILWY happened, he went back to work out of town (before I knew about OW) and a few days later was the first time we went 24 hours with no texts or calls from him, and it felt like I was going to die. I was pregnant also so hormones were doing a number on me at the time, but it was SO hard. It only happened a few times. I can still think of days right now that we dont talk and they stand out because it is so unusual for us to at least not have one text about daughter. Monday I didnt hear from him at all and it killed me. I cant even fathom weeks or months.
I have a long way to go thats for sure. Him pulling away hurts so bad, but I hope you are right, it gets worse before it gets better. Im saving what you wrote to me, it gives me a little kick in the a*s somehow.
