Wow thanks so much ED. Perfect timing too because he just got to the house to see D. He didn’t say much to me, I didn’t say much to him and then I headed out. I think he knows I just leave every night to give them some time alone, but that’s ok. I wasn’t as outgoing tonight as I normally am at all, trying to pull back a bit I guess.
I get very nervous when I pull back because it feel SO unnatural not to speak or start a convo when we’re around one another. And I feel like the more and more we lose our connection, the more he will connect with OW. The more we pull away from one another, the more he will forget who I am and why he fell in love with me.
I of course hope that is wrong. But I know I deserve better than all of this. I’m going to kind of take things easy the rest of the week. Not make any big changes, just kind of let things be and see where he takes it and me just kind of take a breather. This is so tough and it’s all so emotionally exhausting. I think I enjoy my nights so much because I’m finally just home with the baby and know I get to relax and let my mind rest. Between work and this sitch, my mind doesn’t seem to catch much of a break.
I’m so happy for you that that you called your WW on her crap and it seemed to have give her a bit of a wake up call. that Seems to happen on here sometimes. I appreciate you taking the time to tell me you think I’m doing fine and his anger is a good thing. That helps me feel better!!
