Thanks Steve, I have always struggled to validate. Something I have been improving on the last few years. It is especially difficult to do when I am not really feeling it with her, and even more so when I am angry, which I was.

Finding it difficult today to not let thoughts of OM xyz pop into my head. Same with thoughts of guy's I thought were friends asking her out on dates the moment they found out she singled herself up. Hurts a lot. Being bored at work does not help.


M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.