Blu is right. My only reason that I brought up about his life suching is because I wanted you to understand not to believe anything he says and only half of what he does. He is going to let you know what he wants you to know. He is going try to make you think what he wants you to think.
As Blu says, better to not even focus on him.
Very true. Trying, trying, trying. I could type in here like I am only focused on myself and only what I am doing, but it would be a lie because I am focused on him in my daily life and this is my outlet. I dont know how to shut that off. I guess less contact with him would help, just hard to accomplish.
