WW- Equalzr's saga pt 2. WW's & MLC'er advice plz

[equalzr]

I started wearing a rubber band on my wrist. Everytime i think about W, M, or my sitch Im going to give my wrist a little snap with it. Maybe that will lessen the amount of time i spend dwelling on my sitch.

W has been acting a little fun since ive been GAL. She goes in phases from nice to devil, and im seeing a big evil moment building up.

Ive given up any realistic hope that we will ever reconcile. Learning that she was unhappy for a long time, and thinks she chose the wrong person when she chose to be with me years ago was a wake up call. Im not sure if this is MLC talking, but i dont see anything left to hope for. W and OM are in love and living their fantasy together. Im the odd man out it seems.