DB / Detach- Will we ever piece it together

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Doesn’t feel like getting better just feels like too late. Earlier today I went to her house with D4 after school to get the dog. I sat apart from her for the most part relaxed stretched out. Did not try to get close and just let her have time with D4. Who she says she misses so much. She asked if I was ok a few times. I just smiled and said yes. She has told me I’m doing a great job with D4 a few times recently. D4 did not want to leave my side to be with W. Weird times. All I want is W to see it all and be like oh sh*t what a great guy who can support me have fun communicate a great dad. But I guess for her to see it and want it she has to lose it first. I get it. We want what we can’t have. So I’m out.