I hear you. That being said, as AS has mentioned, W knows I’m hoping/longing for her. I see a different, more confident W. That’s who I have always wanted. W also knows I cannot and will not wait in limbo. I cannot keep couch surfing. I cannot keep an irregular schedule. And I cannot wait for my second chance. She knows all of that.
I would do a lot for some tangible progress. And I’m doing a lot already.
