Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

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Gordie 21 going with my gut


Thank you all for the encouragement

Devvo how did it feel when she said she was no longer angry

It felt good to hear words match her actions

Things are still tentative and cautious

So I am trying to keep expectations low

Similar to when she said she did not want to be divorced

But has never said I want to be married

Do you see the difference

But these days I put more weight on her actions

Actions have been positive

Words are still difficult

But feel like things are so much better

Not where I wish them to eventually be

But that is okay for now

Patience patience patience