Yes I do. I am in the process of getting attorney info from my boss, he is supposed to be emailing me. I will set up a consult. I do not know if I will tell my H about that during our discussion or not. As Blu mentioned to me before, dont give him any ammunition. And I would rather not give him anything he can turn on me. But I do think that for MYSELF, speaking to a lawyer may make me feel much better, at least knowing my rights as a mother and where I stand with that, as that is my biggest concern.
Truthfully, I think I am being lied to constantly by him. And that is fine. As sad as I am to not have him as my partner right now, I would like us to just let the dust settle, live apart, have our own lives, and see how we feel. And I hope that is something he will be on board with. Maybe living apart for 6 months without doing the Divorce and reconvening then to see where we are. But he may not agree to that if he is still as mad as he has been. We will see I guess. I am not bringing anything up until he does and I will go from there.
But yes, in the meantime I plan to see a lawyer. Again, I am against us divorcing AT ALL and would like to continue fighting for my marriage. But knowledge will help me feel better.
