Kyh,peacetoday and OneArt

Thank you so much for always you kind words.

As I stated it's been rough. I have lupus for 13yrs
And MS 4yrs ago. I was doing good but now am ill
Doctors thinks is the stress. Which I agree

Yesterday we went to DC4K for the kids
and divorce care for me. I know I can't do this on my
own I am mentally tired and physically.

Well as we all know we start trial next week.
As W didn't agree to any offers I put in table.
Anything I ask for W said no.
The only thing W wants is for me to forget about s10
And for me to move on with life with s9 and d10.

As you know me that will never happen unless
I am not on earth.
Well yelp I got a threat text message yesterday
Basically from a number I don't recognize
Saying trial is soon. You will lose
Everything. We are warning you to back off.

Wow. I froze at first but also laughed it
Like really now threats.
Yes contacted lawyer, GAL and police

I basically told my mom if I die remember who did
It. Please take care of my trio's
My mom cried and in disbelief like shock.
My mom told me to pack up a bag and go into hiding
Until trial. Unfortunately we know the law [censored].
It was a block number they can't point it at W or W friends
But so obvious 1 week before trial I get a threat text.

So there you go. I am not sure what is W. Anymore or
Stage. W has monster and been horrible there where
days I wish W would just push me off the cliff. But
W is simply Satan walking around in W body.
The sad part W is hurting us all.

I read stories of vanishers I wish W would
For our sake. W is like a tornado w can destroy
Everything within a minute.

But I will not let go of the rope as long
My kids are at the other end of the rope.
My hands are bleeding and blisters and skin coming
Off you could see this mom hands bones but I am
Not letting go of that rope as long my trio's are
Holding on with me this mom is to.
A Mother's love and strength.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9