Ya, I think I have been obsessing over his anger so much because it just affects me more than I wish It did. He texted me this morning and asked what days work for me this week. I said to him any day will work if we just discuss it and that I was surprised not to see him yesterday. He responded asking if he told me he would be there yesterday. I said
No, but you have stated you would like to come daily, so I wasnt sure.
He then said that he hurt his neck at work and went back to best friends house to sleep.
I responded "I hope your neck is okay. If you want to tell me what works for you this week, I can make sure it fits on my end. And I appreciated the heads up about you going out of town this weekend."
H: Im not going out of town. W:ok sounds good H: So I can watch her whenever W:Ok. So for this week if certain days dont work, please let me know. Otherwise, send over a ballpark on time for today. H: Around 6:30
Trying to be assertive with scheduling of daughter while communicating in a polite and respectful way. Really would like him to see the anger is unnecessary when we can just work together in our daughters best interest for now.
Feeling a lot of backtracking today in my heart. Feeling sad for some reason that I never heard from him yesterday, and just sad about where our relationship is and how have we gotten here. Scared that this new relationship he has started with OW will be fulfilling for him and he will never even have a chance to miss me. Patience, I need to remember that.
Going to leave when he gets there tonight, like normal. Just not feeling as good today as I thought I would be. Thanks everyone for all the help!
