Ive stalled a little on my GAL. Ive withdrawn away from my friends because I know theyre not healthy for me at the moment. Too much drink and bad advice. Aattitudes i dont agree with etc... I have lost my motivation for going out on my bike and just getting out the house other than going to work. I do go out when I have the kids. I am still working on my art when at home. My excersie routine has reduced. I dont seem to have motivation or energy. My mood is always pretty low. Im not over weight, Im just not muscular.
I just feel lost at the moment. I have no desire for anything. Life is just going on around me. Im strong and have purpose when I have the kids. But when theyre gone my life just feels pointless. I dont want to socialise but I dont like being alone.
So thats my head space at the moment.
Me=32 W=29 R=12 yrs M=7 yrs BD 02/18/18 Dd=3 S=6 Other man confirmed 06/10/18
