But it looks more painful than enjoyable for your right now. You aren't even getting that great sex, her kids are being nasty, she is being distant, you aren't having your fun dates.
What's keeping you there? The cruise? The hope that something wonderful will come out of this? The though of having to start from scratch with someone else?
I don't like the finding someone new dating process. But I realize it's a better option than being in a crappy half-arsed relationship. Or being alone for the rest of my life. You got to see which thing you dislike the most, I guess.
