...she really wishes she could feel something for me and wishes that we could work it out. I asked her if we would put our heads together to try to figure this out would she be willing to try and she said that she'd like to but doesn't believe that it's possible, and if she doesn't feel anything for me then she doesn't feel like she can try.
I got plenty of this from W. My current interpretation is that it has something to do with maintaining the image, in HER mind, that she is someone who doesn't just give up. But at the same time she can phone it in but not have to feel like a monster.
Edit: the reason for saying that is that you just basically can't make any assumptions about what it means. Most likely it means that she's a human being trying to come to terms with what she has done. She is coming to terms with it for herself, not because she wants to undo it. It's just damage control.
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H: 35 W: 33 M: 11 T: 13
4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1") 6/23/18: I moved out 8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")