I am sorry you are still struggling so much. I can completely relate to that. You read IMO as I felt back 4 years ago. I appreciate all your posters and the advice you are getting. I am just concerned because I feel like some of you are losing site of the bigger picture. You are still completely focused on him and his every action. Please read my last post again: this doesn't serve you at all and it only holds you back. You are saying that you "DB well" in the sense that you are acting pleasantly detached in your interactions with him, however that is really not what is most important. What is important is YOU.
MONEY RIGHT HERE. Blu nailed it. I've tried to tell you this on and off for a while now.
DBing is about YOU, not him.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
