Nicole - thanks for the support. I may be progressing but I wish it were ALL positive steps. Often times I feel I'm not going anywhere. I will just stick with the plan DB, GAL focus on me and S.

RR thanks for all your prayers- Like every good Christian we must all look to extend grace willingly. Thanks!

Davide- I agree my last post was filled with anger. A place I find myself at often. As you pointed out- I need to process that emotion and then put it behind me on my path to healing. Thank you also for your words of encouragement.

M51 w50
T-20Yrs M-16Yrs
S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up
1 Awesum dog
BD 10/31/17
separate rooms 02/08/18
wife moved out 05/17/18