Having a hard time last night/this morning. She's been sending me texts just talking about kid's etc.. and every time I see her name pop up, I just think of the things I read and saw and its very painful.
I don't really have anything to say back to her and just sort of go along with generic responses. But it doesn't make it any less difficult. Not sure if I should just say that I don't really want to communicate right now.


M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.