Par,

We all been there, I never in my life thought about ending life
But on BD I felt that would be better I didn't eat or slept and W
kept monstering more and more W even told me go kill myself.
Yes my W did say this to me. I literally felt death.

I drove to church and knee in front of God I was not in church for like 2yrs
I cried and cried I felt God wrapping hos arm around me. I felt him breathing
I felt his presence so close. I knew I had a purpose. I was determined to
prove W I have reason to live God was first, then for me and my kids

I swear it won't go away over night but you will ve ok one day at a time
Even if your not religious go to divorce groups that saved me.

I know you might feel your going crazy, but your not , is not your fault.

I wish we could give our social media or emails so you can email us for
Support. I know you need all the support and we are here.

Where you at so I can see if time zone.

Remember we are here and you are here for a purpose we all have a
Purpose.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9