Ok that makes sense. Blows my mind he would really be willing to start the divorce stuff out of anger. Its such a HUGE thing, and he is just willing to go into it rather then try to figure out WHAT hes so mad about. Im hoping the anger means he still cares, but someone who cares about you doesnt treat you this way. I cant wrap my head around why he came here Friday and was actually pleasant for the first time in a week and then yesterday was just absolutely atrocious to me. And he knows it!
And just 1 week and 2 days ago he was texting me how sorry he is about how hes handled all of this and hes so sad and this all and wanting to be around me. Im a broken record, but its just my confusion and need to try to figure it out, when its something that clearly cant be figured out because its his mind, not mine.
I had a good 10 minute cry today. I felt like I could literally feel the pain in my chest from how hard this all is and how hard its going to continue to be discussing Divorce. ughhhhh
